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Friday 22 October, 2010

the language of music--

Music, to me till now, was just music, in the sense I never know it is a language which you can understand, interpret, recite, recall, narrate, orate, read, see and so..

All these days, I used to listen to songs holding a peculiar attention on the lyrics. I enjoy the meaning of them and say "cha!! kavingan da!"..

Recently, got the habit of listening to sound tracks and sitting awe struck "man! I can see it as a text in my ears". Sounds weird, but it is true!

Wednesday 20 October, 2010

all these days.. where was it??

It has the thrill always, I mean, the thrill of getting out early from office when your boss is out of station :P.. Even I was in the same fuss, "God! I am out of office as early as 6.45.. Is that really happening? :O"..

Before even I could realise it, I found one auto and to my the most of my surprise he immediately accept for my savari..

Really it is an exciting day, I was thinking, and my phone rang, call from a long lost good friend:)

How can it be not exciting?!!

May be, these are the usual scenes which you act all day, but, I have promised myself to treasure excitement in these daily shots and I am finding it right.
Yes! Life is all about it.. If it is not the way you like it, remember, you can always change it.. It is not what you live, but, how you live, makes the -- difference--

Tuesday 19 October, 2010

just on my way..

It was an usual day at the office.. Struggled to get one auto and placed myself comfortably by the window seat :P, listening to the honks outside and the romantic Kannada songs the auto wala was playing inside!!

Shit!! As usual 'never clearing' look traffic at the TV tower signal. All vehicles were moving at snails pace and in the race, a Ford IKON came to a halt on the window side :P of my auto.

Before getting in to the IKON, let me tell you, recently I have developed this habit of popping up my neck and looking around whenever I see someone conversing in Tamil or when I unconsciously read "Tamil written in Tamil" or "Tamil written in English" somewhere.

Yea! Placed as an Architect in Bangalore, LIFE is taking a change in all aspects which are hard for me to digest most of the times..

Now back in traffic with the neighboring IKON!!

My neck popped up again and my eyeballs got widened to read the text running in the small display of the MP3 player inside that car.. Its ''THULI THULI" ohh!! thuli thuli song :) :) tamil pola" an excitement sprang up and settled in me.

Now my attention got focussed on to the driver and tough I could not see him properly as it was very dark and the street lights were of no help!

Next to the driver was that cute little girl, around some 3-4 years old (though I am bad in judging the age of people, that too kids) seeing me. I returned my usual smile to her, and in her blush she hid herself by leaning back on the seat, hiding her face behind the opaque portion between the glass of the window and the rim of the door.

Then slowly she leaned forward, just to ebb out her curiosity of "is that aunty again looking at me??''

First I was pretending not to see her and suddenly turned my head to her side and gave a wink. We both continued to play (I dont realise how long we were playing so) until my auto driver sparked up the engine and both the vehicles were about to lose their synchronization.

It was like I am giving send off to a good 'ol friend, my hands waved involuntarily saying tata to her and she too waved back and I can see that innocent smile surpassing me and speeding up.

I was keeping track of that KA04 MG 9113 Ford IKON (Magenta I suppose..... or Black-I couldn't quite read it) till it vanished from my sight..

I paid off the auto and was walking through the residential lanes towards my home, same kid like her was walking in front of me with her dad..

After I overtook them, the same involuntariness made my head turn back to look at her and my lips to smile at her. And the same involuntariness made that kid to wave back at me with a cuddle:)

I felt fresh, both at mind and heart, that drove me to blog this out the same night..

After that turmoil(which I refer those days to) my mind is longing for new things to live with and new ways to live which I haven't realised before and I am getting to know what I really want and how I am wanted to be :)